Recent content by HighGeniusLowLoser

Tonight my wife and I had a blazing row. She told me to grow up and stop being a baby, and that I'm a man. She has no idea of what I am going through, maybe she will understand when she wakes up and finds me hanging in the loft, I'm literally that close now.

When I got into meditation a couple of years back I also got into some new age things without realising it and weird stuff started to happen, that's why I am against it. As for medication every SSRI I have ever read about sounds lethal.

It's my first time posting online, until now like many I have kept it all hidden. No matter, how hard I try, I just don't seem to be improving at all, and I can't understand how I can be ok for 7 - 10 days and then experience horrific anxiety, depression, or other terrible sensations. I can't...