Recent content by hippyman

Sorry about the double post. I've been afk for awhile, so I'm still getting used to the posting system again. I'll be more careful from now on.

I can relate to almost all of that. I have been drugged by doctors ever since the second grade, which only left me in an eternal trance. It was only fairly recently that I discovered neurofeedback, which managed to help me get off of I'd guess 75% of the meds I was on. That, along with...

I can definitely relate to being over-drugged by doctors. When I first started working out, I was on several thousand milligrams of seizure medicine per dose!!! I couldn't even lift the bar straight. Then I discovered neurofeedback. That literally changed my life. I was able to start...

Ahhh, I wasn't even thinking about the relationship. I figured the relationship was just a way to start getting out of my so-called "slump." I was thinking more about no longer focusing on the accident, trying to actually live in the present, trying new things, finally coming out of my shell...

What do you mean I pivoted away from contributing to the crazy? Is this why I no longer want to stay stuck in the past? I had the guilt already, and I feel like I'm getting over that, if I haven't already. It's still kind of a lot to handle, suddenly wanting to really live, wanting to...

I've been away from the forums for probably a year, at least, so I was going to just post another intro, but it wouldn't let me. So anyway, for roughly the past 24 years, I had felt like I had not been living life. I don't know if anyone here has felt this way, but it was almost like I was...

Thats another thing, I dont know if anyone else has ever experienced anything like this, but, I never have been able to remember the accident, when it happened, I mean, so I'm not sure if I could "relive it"

Lately, and for the past few weeks actually, I have been thinking more often than usual, about my little brother, and when we lost him in the accident. In fact, I've been thinking about the accident in general more than usual. I have never had actual "flashbacks" before, so I was wondering...

I have posted most of my story in the introduction forum, so I wont bother reposting it, unless someone wants me to, anyway, ever since the accident, or even before actually, I have never had a meaningful relationship with a woman/girl. I am still trying to figure out if I might have ptsd...

well, I should be starting with a new neurologist sometime soon, so I might talk to him about this, idk about the one I'm going to now

hmmmm, I've never even heard of a neuro-psychiatrist before, any idea where I could look for one?

Hey Clare, thanx for replying. I have been to psychiatrists in the past, which I think is why I have a bad taste for them now, I never did have much luck with them.

Hi, I just joined today, and thought I'd start out by telling ya'll a little about myself. I have never been diagnosed with ptsd, but I hope coming here, I might be able to come closer to finding out if I have it, since I do seem to share alot of the symptoms. Anyway, I thought I would share...