Recent content by hlw76692

Mine was almost immediately, I couldn't turn on a tv or read a newspaper. I withdrew almost right away. At first I showed a lot of anger and fought a lot. The I hid. I used to not leave the house, I quickly became a hermit and was even called social phobic.

I hid like that going on 26 years, Ive lived with 3 women during that time and I pushed them all aways, I can remember something setting me off and I used to go outside and smoke, I would burn my skin and I would make myself pay....I used to burn my legs because people questioned the burns on...

I did that to some extent for years, I didn't go out but I was distant from everyone I had dated. I was guarded to the point that the person I was with didn't even know I was burning my skin, a couple times she noticed I made up something and nothing else said, We dated years and those people...

I lost a sister when we were teens.

I used to think(20 years ago) that I was weak because I didnt finish myself but everyday I muddled through. l was lost for years before I realized I was strong for fighting everyday and I got stonger every day. Fight for your life everyday and in the long run you will come out the other side.