HomelessJoe

As the name implies I'm homeless been so for a few years now. I have a good job and they rely on me enough to let me camp on the property. Seems like a disturbing common life style these days. Some work to live, some live to work. I live at my work and work so I can go to work. Make it a little more annoying because homes is what I do. I build and repair homes and run a shop for custom work. Being homeless and the guy everyone goes to for home information... Frustrating. I've had PTSD my whole life. Sexually abused as a child. Been trying to keep it from the world around me my whole life. A about a decade ago when I was younger, dumber and drunker. I sought out revenge. The police wouldn't help after enough time passe so does credible testimony. So did my own search and found them. They held me captive in some murder shack for weeks. They raped me again and tortured me... They broke me and the past decade has been trying to put myself back together.
Had plenty of other obstacles along the way. I've tried to talk to people about it. But only people who have experienced trauma really know it is. Everyone else lives in a different reality. I kinda prefer they stay ignorant. Ignorance is bliss. Too much details can traumatize other people. Good to have a place to say the hard things.