Hurtingfromwithin

I am 39 years old and am trying desperately to deal with my wife's PTSD along with other issues including but not limited to severe anxiety, depression, ADD, bipolar, Phonophobia, Misophonia, Social Phobia, and a few more I don't remember the name of. This is one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with because if it were not for my kids I would have already been gone. We did divorce for 2 years by my choice because of the way she was treating my kids I have custody of but decided to try and make it work again so we remarried and I fear it was the biggest mistake I ever made. I am just so beat down that I may need medication at this point! She continues to treat me and my kids like crap and seems to justify everything she says or does! There is NO emotions, affection, we don't sleep in the same room, she has regular outburst but don't see them as such and still treats my kids like the outcast and yells at them when I am not around. I am scared at what she does when I am not there at this point. I am in a position at my church and have tried to keep her issues hid but they just keep getting worse! I am just ready to give up...