I haven’t posted in awhile, been busy finding food my new sense of self. I like the ‘new me.’ This new spot fits me well. But, I am still avoiding things: going outside when I’m home alone to do anything more than sit on the porch, and exercise.
I still worry about flashbacks when I exercise, and I still hate the exposure of being outside and absorbed in my garden.
My T mentioned maybe it’s being “on display.” Maybe it is.
- Gender
- Female
- Occupation
- Retired Police Officer