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Hello! I'm Noa and I don't mind being referred to as a woman or a man, I am biologically female. I was molested continuously for two years from around age 3/4/5 by a child two years older than me who was very hurt himself, hence my username. At the same time, three of my grandparents died and my parents were mourning. That's basically the scope of my trauma - I don't think I have PTSD because my flashbacks are infrequent and difficult to distinguish from autistic meltdowns (I was diagnosed with autism at 7) but since I was very young, I've carried a lot of frustration with the world and I want to let go of it. I love all of you and hope you find peace in your anger, hurt, guilt, shame and confusion. You are not at fault.

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