Recent content by InBloom

Thank you all for the kind welcome and comments. :D I wish I could thank all of you individually, but I haven't quite figured out how to tag yet. :O_o:

Thank you for the love an support. I wish you the best. I hope treatment works for you. :)

At first, my intent by forgiving him was out of my own good nature. I really believed everyone deserved second chances. Later on it was guilt. I was gaslighted a lot. I believed I was a bad child for not allowing people to abuse me through warped thinking. I was once a deeply religious person. I...

I am officially diagnosed, but because my insurance does not cover therapy, I have only visited enough to get prescribed meds to avoid additional expenses. I also have no immediate family or friends who understand my situation, so I am basically on my own. I don't remember a time prior to the...

I was isolated as a child, mostly was around my mom and dad. I had no other relatives, except my grandma who lived an hour away and was dismissive of my dad's abusive behavior. I wasn't allowed to have friends over or leave the house, very rarely. My dad would get anxious and take me away from...