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Recent content by iwannadeletethis

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    Triggered by a scary movie?

    This one's new to me :( I spent so much time as a Christian avoiding demonic movies.. And I just watched one. I'm all tripping out about my past "spiritual life". Trying to sleep. Can't close my eyes without being paranoid about it.. I'm on this anxiety high. Feeling like I'm seeing all...
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    Home To The Less

    Thanks<3
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    Home To The Less

    For the millionth time.. But it's better than being "owned" by a self centered ignorant f*ck. Long live gin and other shit!! POSSIBILITIES. Am I gonna have triggers and shit from another relationship? Starts with your parents then trickled out to the real world. I can't believe he didn't even...
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    Overcoming Ocd

    For at least 15 years, I have been picking and tearing at my skin. Mostly on my arms. It starts with the thought of a pimple.. That turns into an obsession.. That turns into open soars.. And scars. I was diagnosed with OCD triggered by social anxiety. I had a memory yesterday. I remembered...
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    Escape Route Ideas?

    Aww.. Feel better!!
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    Escape Route Ideas?

    AWESOME!! I never knew :) thanks!!
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    Escape Route Ideas?

    I am!! Very curious is you're willing to share :)
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    Escape Route Ideas?

    Lol. Thanks!! @void :) Arabic is soo interesting. There's different growls from different parts of the throat and every thing is gender specific.
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    Escape Route Ideas?

    I have some college.. I'm actually learning Arabic right now so I can be a translator.. But most of my skills are in the entertainment industry.
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    Feeling Depressed

    I think so. Sometimes you have to remember before you heal.
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    Losing My Religion

    Doesn't it make life beautiful?? I'm sorry for your bad experience though. That seemed like a very rational way to approach that.
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    Losing My Religion

    Oh no, I'm sure that's great advice and I appreciate it!!
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    Losing My Religion

    You're lovely!! I really appreciate your encouragement. Most people just treat me like I'm weird!! Couple of decades?? I love how much you still value your freedom <3 I look forward to always being greatful. Religion is a form of slavery after all. It's hard not to be greatful when you gain a...
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    Losing My Religion

    Hey!! <3 thank you!! I honestly have this deep desire to drop everything and start again in a brand new country employed by my talents but I'm not quite mentally there ;) so far though, I dropped abstinence(and had my experimental stage), realized that I did not lose my identity when I stopped...
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    I Cry For My Generation More Than Anything.

    I'm not sure which kind of tired you're referring to, but I hope you get some rest <3
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