Recent content by Jen12

I can totally relate to this situation. My therapist has told me one many occasions that due to my abusers being based in a school, if i mention anything that could identify them or there area of work within the school she would have to report it to safe guarding. I told her if this was to...

@EveHarrington @Ragdoll Circus @Sandstone @Lucycat @Suzetig @digger @Rumors Thank you to each and everyone of you for replying to my post. Im currently in medical hospital quite poorly so im struggling to take in all your wonderful information in your comments. I know a few of you have asked...

This week in therapy my therapist at the start of the session went through the normal checks to see if i was medically well enough to carry out the session & also check i was mentally well enough....... She then went on to say i need you to understand that if you give me names of your abusers i...

@Terri Armstrong thank you for your kind words of care and reassurance. Im so glad to hear you were brave and tackled the demons head on, and more importantly had a positive outcome from it. It gives me hope that there is light at the end of this dark scary tunnel. @ladee thank you i feel such...

Thank you @claire east, its nice to have somewhere to go where people understand.... My mum found out about my abuse from a clueless medical doctor who thought it was 'ok' and thought she'd of known?! He stated in a medical letter under diagnosis's 'ptsd- due to physical & sexual abuse'. I...

Thank you @ladee your very right we are extremely hard on ourselves, and dont credit it ourselves half as much as we actually should and deserve. When it comes to potentially naming the abusers ot giving out information it terrifies me. Its something i cant bare to do. Ive had my confidential...

Thank you so much for your kindness @claire east keeping abuse underwraps is so so hard, how you managed for 25years is total credit to you!! I kept it under wraps for 10years, but unfortunatly a medical consultant breached my confidentiallity and annoynced it to everyone in my medical care (10...

Its horrible not knowing what youve said or done. Im always worried incase ive said or done something embarrassing, or worstly gave away information and names of my abuse/abusers. As this is information i cant bring to share with people

I honestly didnt think of that! Makes complete sense now, as in all honesty i would probably be the one that did do exactly as you say, bolt and head straight for the car as a means to escape. It was just strange to see her holding my keys, and wondering how she got them, and why she had them...

Thank you @Riot days like these really make me question if im mentally and physically strong enough to go through with this.... But then i know not going the the proccess of EMDR is only going cause ongoing mental torture of flashbacks and self hatred. Feels like being between a rock & a hard place

today i seen my therapist after 4weeks off. We discussed picking up the EMDR sessions we were doing before, and what traumas we were going to focus on, which were more prominant at the moment. We decided we would focus on the trauma of my physical & sexual abuse and rape. She knows nothing in...

Yes like many ithers i have experience real beatings!! Lets leave it as you have your opinion on this matter and i have mine! With regards to how necesarry it was to put me on a ward.... I was fully medically cleared and diacharged by my medical consultant..... Hence my frustration for them...

Sorry i didnt mean to send that so early....... Im so glad someone has read between the lines of my origional post & given postive and helpful support. I wish your reply was the first id got as most have been very negative and not helpful in any way. What you have put has rang true in every...

Thank you so much for your thoughtful and caring response! You have totally 'got me' & understood in every sense,

Read some of the replies and you'll see some where basically adding another beating to the situation. Focusing and targeting in one thing..... My eating disorder! This post was about my therapist, and like her many have added 2&2 together and made 6! Thats the point im trying to get across!! Im...