Recent content by katgil33

So today after a referral from my counselor, I went to go see my PCP and he recomended that I begin taking 50mg trazadone and 25mg vitrisil (hydroxyzine). Has anyone ever taken any of these for flashbacks and depression related to PTSD?? Those are my main concerns. I took the hydroxyzine earlier...

So, I have a clear memory of being sexually abused when I was younger, and can remember the actually abuse happening. However, I've been getting this flashback lately where I can remember myself trying to call for my mom or cry, and like begging the person doing it to stop, etc. However, that's...

So, i've noticed at work, home, or whenever I'm having particularly intense flashbacks, bad memories, I "leave my body". For example, I've blanked out at work to the point that my boss can't get my attention, and she's told me that it's like there's no one there. It's just, they feel so real and...

I'm going to try and write this the best that I can, but talking about this makes me an anxious mess and I'm shaking and near tears typing right now. When I was 5, maybe 6, somewhere in there, I was molested twice, I believe. I'm still trying to remember properly. I remember it being in my mom's...

Hello everyone, I'm Katie. I'm fairly new here and I am self-dx with what I believe to be PTSD. I won't go into depth in my intro, but I have a long-term, ongoing history of abandonment trauma/neglect, as well as sexual abuse and some other major life events. I am 19 years old and I struggle...