KimmerM

I am 25 years old and I have PTSD since A September of 2011. My story is due to witnessing a suicide. I was the only witness when my neighbor took his life in front of me. That day my life changed. I have dealt with the anger, depression and etc. I feel very alone in my fight with PTSD. I have lost friendships due to it and I fear that I will lose more. I hate the feeling of being alone dealing with. No one I know has been thru something like this. I know my emotions can be all over the place and that is one thing I can't stand the most. I fear that it will push people away and especially my boyfriend. He is struggling to help me cope and understanding the emotion and the break downs that I have. I feel bad for him because I never know what will trigger them to happen. I am glad that I have found this forum for PTSD I don't feel so alone.