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My father committed suicide when I was 9 years old and I found him afterwards. For a little while after I saw that graphic vision every time I closed my eyes but shortly after it became hidden somewhere within my mind. To this day all I remember are the events of that day up to the point of...

@Namenotdiagnosis...thanks for sharing. I can't imagine what you have been through. You are such a courageous person to be able to work knowing that your abusers know where you are. I pray God keeps his hand of protection on you and gives you peace. I hate that there are those of us that have to...

@Namenotdiagnosis @Unraveling1 please forgive me for not properly introducing myself...I am 44 years old and live in Mississippi...currently it's 8:29 central standard time. Where are you guys from? I have never chatted or been in any type of forum before so please bare with me as I am learning.

@intothelight , I'm sorry I will try to understand how to post correctly

@Namenotdiagnosis Thank you for your reply. It's nice to be able to talk with others who also deal with the same daily challenges that I do. I am not in any sort of counseling... I Just don't know if I am comfortable enough to see someone. I for the most part get along pretty good.... It's...

T Thank you so much for your reply... Just having someone listen And understand helps a lot. I went to counseling for a short time after my fathers death...I don't really remember details of it though. I do pretty good most of the time...but when I'm stressed about something or feel like I...

I guess I should tell you about myself...when I was 9 years old, my sister, brother and I came home from school and found my father dead...he had shot himself in the head so you can imagine the graphic nature of what we saw. It was in my dreams every night for quit a long time. He committed...