LiketheMouse

My PTSD was recently diagnosed. Suffered Anxiety with a side of Depression my entire life. Good possibility I have C-PTSD after a childhood filled with emotional and physical abuse. I was told from the time I was old enough to remember that I was full of faults, I was the cause of my Parents disappointing lives, yet I became the person both used as a pawn to hurt the other. This continued up until the day they died in a Murder-Suicide, when an entirely new level of emotional damage was done. I'm trying to figure out what my value is in life, according to me not those around me nor the situations I've lived through.
I have a non-existent support system, so I'm taking it one day at a time. I've been in therapy and take anti-anxiety meds as part of my recovery.

Hoping this community helps me as I navigate these treacherous waters as I stumble out of the fog.