Recent content by Long lost angel

You nailed it. Thank you for your concern, I do appreciate it. Are you in a similar situation? I have been able to sleep in a little bit now that the kids are out of school. That's quite wonderful, well not having to get everyone ready and on the move by 7am, waking up after 8am is nice. We...

I daydream of having other things to occupy my time. Unfortunately with my four kids and my husband working 12-hour shifts on most days 7 days a week also commuting an hour and 15 minutes each direction that leaves me very little window of opportunity to utilize any hobbies or interests that I...

Thank you Broken Dahlia. I will look into this.

So a crisis you say? @void, that is the word to best describe the feeling of it all. Thank you so much for the kind words and advice. I will make an attempt to remember to reconnect with those words of advice, if I can even see through my thick fog of stubbornness whilst in the heat of the...

Marjorie, I'm so sorry you feel like that. Of course I can relate. I don't know what I could ever say to you that would be able help. Misery loves company...So know that you are alone in this...But by my side in kindred. I will always be here to chat. It's not like I'm chatting yet...

I'm looking into it. Thanks. Well I tried but couldn't seem to focus for very long, maybe 2 minutes then spaced out for about 3. So I stopped. Maybe I'll try again later when my four kids are sleeping

Nondenominational. No man tells me how to believe or what. I am faithful, that is all. I believe in the Triune God, Abba Father. And that he resides inside me. I definitely need to learn some anxiety and relaxation techniques you are right.

Well, I've been remembering more and more details lately. Things that I had completely pushed out for years. Then I started to pry into it more. Searched for people from my past that might be able help me find answers. Now I'm having trouble in a whole new way. The things that I've learned...

Can you point me in the right direction?

I KNOW. That's also what's tormenting me. Affecting him. All of them. My family that is.

I got a response from my therapist today. I have to go talk to his front desk lady. So I'm trying to get that ball rolling again. I do not do anything for self-soothing. What do you do I have no idea what I could do but I'm open to suggestions

Thank you. I don't think I have an eating disorder though. I cook every night for my family it's only in these times of high stress that I find it difficult to actually commit to eating. I did at one time have a serious inability to eat for fear that I was being poisoned again. But now I've made...

Yes my husband knows a lot about what has happened. But not everything. It's hard for me to tell him. I'm still afraid that he could change his mind about me. I don't want him to sufferer to. But then sometimes I'm so angry, the thinks at him, but I can't clarify.

Thank you so much.

Thank you. I do appreciate it.