Recent content by maddi

Hi @LoveMyNavyChief! I hear from him occasionally (once every few weeks) but things between us are a lot worse than they were back in December unfortunately. Last time we properly spoke back in February he said he couldn't come back to someone that unleashed this pain and suffering even though...

Thank you so much for reminding me just how important I am too. That I did really try and loved him with all my heart. He was part of a rescue team that tried to save a refugee boat that crashed at Christmas Island...forty odd people died including women and children. Not only that but I guess...

Thank you for your support and insight. I think I do really have to think it's over and take his word for it. Maybe one day in years to come once he progresses through his therapy he'll be able to remember me as we were and not as someone who triggers him. I know I'll always forgive him and...

Hi, So back 2 months ago in December my sufferer boyfriend had a breakdown and left me. We'd just moved in together and whilst I thought we were going great he had been distant the previous month or so. When he initially left he assured me it wasn't about me and it was just him and his PTSD and...

Hi @Newtoptsd thank you for your advice and support. They were kind words and more of what I needed to hear. I am slowly starting to understand that it's not about me and that he purely can't think about anything more than what's going on in his mind. As hard as it is I know I just have to be...

I've been with my boyfriend for a year now and everything has been great. He's my best friend and we've spoken about marriage and kids and recently moved in together. The first I knew of his PTSD is about 6 months into the relationship when we had a pretty big fight...he completely shut down and...