madlover31

i have 3 kids 2 boys and a girl, with 2 different moms. ok so i was molested at 7 and i never said anything until the end of my marraige 3 years ago. m girlfriend just broke up with me, daughters mom, because of my anger issues. i started going 2 weeks ago to counseling,. thats when we seperated as she called it. really broken up in her heart, just played games. but did anyone else go thru anger and then regret at how angry u got over things that aren't that serious? dont think i willget her back. our daughter is 10 months, but i want to. how do u let go of letting ur anger go at the ppl who love u?. i need help i feel worthless and unlovable. my sons are 5 and 3. i want to be a better man for them and my daughter. please any advice is appreciated. i cant trust, or communicate my feelings very well because im afraid of losing ppl, but then i push them away. i dont want to hurt anymore, or feel invisible and scared of no one loving me.