Recent content by MandyLou

@lostforgottensoul - yes, yes... very true!!! I have a bit more to share. He would ignore all communication from me and then after couple months of ignoring me would approach me at work to "initiate" some sort of communication.... when he approached me, I basically communicated (non-verbally -...

I feel lost

@Michael0311, Yeah, thanks for the advice. I think it’s easy to speak as a sufferer “Oh, I’m just distant because I have PTSD”, and let the supporter just be understanding and abandoning them every time you don’t feel like it. You think that having PTSD gives you excuse of just leaving the...

@Blackjack - I'm so sorry :( that must suck so much and I'm really you have so many things going on. This world is a cruel place esp for someone who has to negotiate life issues on top of PTSD. I only hope you can gain strength and move forward and please remember that you are not alone :hug: we...

Good... dancing :joyful:

I feel good :) Tired but productive and good!

@lostforgottensoul - thanks. The most difficult part of it all... that in his mind... he just moved on... whether he ever said anything to me or not, that didn't really matter to him. That hurts more than I can explain and it's beyond my ability to understand how a person that claimed to love me...

Feelin' good today :-) Spent some time at the pool and now it's time for something yummy :joyful:

@Bubbles215 - that's exactly what happened to me. He dragged me through his bullshit and didn't even have the decency to tell that it is over. He just stopped communicating and ignored me while I stood by him through a lot of difficulty. I wasn't even worth an explanation... And this is someone...

@Cashew - it does matter! We're all here to express how we're feeling and it does matter how you feel but it's ok not to feel like sharing. :hug:

I feel good and hopeful :-) I hope everyone's day was filled with some positive and encouraging things! Don't give up. Tomorrow will be a new day - a better day!

Tired.

@Manda-Panda - hmm, interesting.. how about you might have been dreaming and not fully asleep and his presence just startled you? You know, there are a lot of times you think you're asleep but you're not, it's that half-conscious state. You may still be resting but hear and sense things...

@Anrish - love the piano!!! What do you play?

@joeylittle, In fact, yes, I am glad that I am out of that relationship because it wasn’t PTSD… this person was deeply disturbed and unfortunately I didn’t find that out until it was too late. I did try to explore this situation and be understanding, but I understand that it’s not me… this...