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mermaid1993
I have been struggling with mental health issues for as long as i can remember. These last few years has been chaotic, and I have been an emotional roller coaster for me. My doctor has suggested that he thinks I may have pstd. I am currently on a waiting list to see a counselor at a sexual abuse clinic, and to be evaluated by a psychiatrist.
I was molested by my older cousin when i was younger repeatedly sometimes in front of my younger brother, and then later on was raped when i was 15 years old black out drunk at a party in a basement. (statutory rape) there's been too many times where someone who is much older then me has groped me, or has tried to do sexual things with me. My mind tries to block it all, I managed to do so for years with the help of alcohol, and drugs. And now that I'm sober everything is coming back to me slowly, and it's mental torture. My memory is blurry, I am overwhelmed by my emotions/thoughts daily to the point it is almost crippling. I am in the works of getting on disability now and getting help. I guess i hope to find some support/advice to cope until I am able to see someone.
I was molested by my older cousin when i was younger repeatedly sometimes in front of my younger brother, and then later on was raped when i was 15 years old black out drunk at a party in a basement. (statutory rape) there's been too many times where someone who is much older then me has groped me, or has tried to do sexual things with me. My mind tries to block it all, I managed to do so for years with the help of alcohol, and drugs. And now that I'm sober everything is coming back to me slowly, and it's mental torture. My memory is blurry, I am overwhelmed by my emotions/thoughts daily to the point it is almost crippling. I am in the works of getting on disability now and getting help. I guess i hope to find some support/advice to cope until I am able to see someone.