Recent content by mikee1013

what a pain! I just picked up Windows 7, so I had to redo all of my stuff. I am a computer geek, so crashes happen all to often it seems. What's with the 2 a day?!? It's not like it is a hard diagnosis, you turn it on, test 4 components, then replace said component. Easy.

I would have gone nuts, but too probably not moved. I stopped going to college because of my PTSD, so I give it to you for just going there.

LOL, I started playing.... then I got confused. I will try again later :)

The funny thing is, when I am not in those situations I look back at it and think "well, that's stupid" :) The rational mind and irrational mind are in a battle. It's just funny to look back at it and think it through.

I'm not sure about that. I enjoyed my job in the Army, there wasn't much to it. Infantry guys only clean their weapons and work out. That's pretty much it. I liked my time in there, but as a course for my entire life.... I am glad to be out. But believe me if I didn't have a wonderful...

I don't go to shopping malls anymore.... it used to be a build up and I would just leave. Attempt to find the closest exit. My wife was shocked the first few times. I have just gave in and go to 24hr. grocery stores. It just makes things easier for me, no stress over shopping at 2am :)

I am pretty much stuck in my house now (other than therapy and a 2am run to the store) but my anger seemed to come out in crowds, I would get VERY angry when people would bump into me. I would picture how I was going to hurt them because they bumped into me and didn't say excuse me, at one...

The loop thing is very common, I have thousands of images but some come into my "loop" more often than others. It's pretty much constant though, it seems to speed up and get more cluttered the worse it gets. I have found that listening to music with headphones seems to lessen the overall...

Welcome to my world, I have been in the VA process for about 3 years. My solidarity issues and severe panic attack in public places make it very hard for me as well. I haven't been in a grocery store before 9pm in about 4 years. As for the VA situation, my initial rating was 10% and I...