Recent content by Miyu38

Yes that why I stay away from water since that is when it mostly comes on. I know when I am more depressed then usual. I stay active most times since my job is labor intensive and I roller 🛼 and ride my bike. I don't call my T for urgent appointments. She tells me to call her but I wait until...

Right I'm not the impulsive type but when it comes down to suicide I'm more impulsive then usual. I have been in the hospital and suicidal watch because of it. One time I was at the beach and I just got this overwhelming feeling of wanting to leave so I walked into the water knowing I can't swim...

I never had a plan to just go and kill myself more like I see an opportunity that fits me I go for it. I have tried plenty of times but still here. I do stay away from water cause I tend to think about killing myself more when I'm around it. Even taking a bath I have tired to end it all so just...

Lady Tan's Circle Of Women by Lise See

Nothing just bring me back as air so I can enjoy everything all at once and be able to see the endless world around. If I'm upset just be a tornado. I don't want to come back as anything living.

I started reading The Subtle Art of Not Giving F*ck

I cleaned my room which I have a hard keeping things clean. Walked to the store Iim mentally exhausted but I got things done.

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I'm so angry right now that I would like to punch someone. I feel weak because I allowed myself to cry in front of the person that hurt me. Mad at myself because I could not control my emotions. I'm tried of not being ok.

I'm pissed of angry and down right tired of family that try to come in and out my life. On that note I'm happy I know I'm angry at the situation. It's hard being numb.

My food box just got delivered. I never tried the food kits before so hope this one is good. I think this weather or something is messing up my mirgains.

Tired Nausea ( all I had was a bowl of rice with eggs.) Migraines Migraines I'm sick of them Annoyed since I have work later.

I just had rice with some eggs. I tired Hungarian sweet paprika. It was good with the eggs and rice. I only bought the paprika for a recipe I'm try to make next week for my meal prep. I had water to drink.

Cleaning up my room its been neglected for a while now. Got a lot of stuff to trow out and I just hate things taking up room.