Recent content by olred1978

Long ago I thought the fight itself was over; much to my dismay this was a false hope. Now I truly know it is over, no more need to look over my shoulder coconstantly, no more having worry about someone coming for me. I can actually say it is time to put myself back together and redirect my life...

Nothing really works scars burn like hell

I couldn't afford to keep going...

I can watch the blood seeping from his freshly carved wounds similar to my own and I see his face begging for my help. I failed and it seems as tho I'm now forced to re-enter this hell as punishment for failing. It seems the harder I work at therapy to make sense of it all as well as attempt to...

Looks fantastic I love building models I've got a Douglas dive bomber im trying to finish up

I understand ... it's difficult to decide a proper course of action and in the moment you made a choice and carried it out. I have done this to several people( not quite the words I have used) afterwards when things settled I found out they did not leave they simply made themselves unseen but...

Things can be said that are not meant in the way they come out as I previously stated but that is possible tho I prefer to have faith when I probably shouldn't... it's your call

Scout86.... sometimes what's meant and what's said are completely different you are correct leaving is not the best solution but live and learn

That's a touchy deal. The fact you have an understanding of his situation makes things way less complicated. The being friends when you like someone does suck but that's understandable on your part... give it a bit of time to let him figure things out but definitely do not give up on him. Things...

Simply Simon. I've had her for two months and we are inseparable. She is highly intelligent and a dang fast learner( learned how to open a door with a knob within a week of being home) she is not aggressive at all and only barks between licking my face when she's trying to get me out of a...

This doesn't exactly fit but I recently got a new dog and she has no training on how to respond to my flashbacks or anxiety but she will get me away from people and do everything she needs to in order to calm me down and keep me from hurting myself or others(which makes things ten times...