Recent content by Phantom Shadow

This is funny but not i am 61 years old an have always thought that having 5 or 6 different voices in your head all the time was normal i was told that the dif differentdifferent voices was normal for everyone but the many voices are not . I know I hate most of them .Telling me to do...

I have said the same thing many times .I still see there faces to this day.

I remember lots of different things about Germany when my father was stationed there when I was only six months old until I was almost 6 . Starting when I was about 2 or 3

Almighty one. Your boy an i mean boyfriend is just controlling you . An most likely making himself feel superior to you. As if his sh#t doesn't smell. When he makes his next mistake write it down an give him his own medicine . I lost my 8 year old son in the Seats in Dallas on day . He has...

Maybe it is the way your T an the other T,s hand the stress of our dumping everything on them. Departmentalize our problems so it doesn't get under their skin so they don't have to go to a T .Just attempting to see it from there side

Hearing Amazing Grace sang at my father's funeral on November 19th, 2005. It gave me so much peace

He does wonderful thing s in his own time

I have dogs they are not trained service dogs. I only know that twice in the last couple of months two of them stopped me from killing myself. They got in my lap an would not leave me alone with my thoughts. I know they knew what I was thinking an they stopped me. Can't explain it in words...

DharmaGirl: Me Lady No one can make me do anything that I don't want too. I know that mainly due the training from over 40 years ago. They would have to drug me so nothing you stated stopped me. If anything it much helped me as one of my worst fears could happen or might happen for real...

Thanks DharmaGirl: You stated what I was thinking but was worried about. I have been known to hurt people whom attempted to cage me so i am about have convinced not too. Worried that they might make me it being the government.

FauxLiz: I understand the drinking and fast speeds. Use to work it out as a way to go. Use the booze to not be able to think straight and super fast speeds so when I wrecked and pasted away my wife would get the life insurance money. Even attempted it a couple of times but I always not brave...

Thanks Freida: I am in the system and have used their outpatient therapist program an it did help????. I maybe too far gone don't know. Then the Therapist moved to another state within the system and that clinic was without. The main hospital was an option but at the time I decided I didn't...