Recent content by Ralphepoo

Thank you The Albatross!! I'm going to check them out now! :-)

It May be worth a shot! I have just found a therapist but haven't seen her yet. I have gone to a couple meetings at a church and I feel understood there! I guess we pretty much have the same demons lol I may ask at the next meeting if anyone would have a problem with them coming! They seem like...

How do you figure out what your triggers are? Just over a year and everything is a trigger! I'm shower having visions and anxiety! At store, laying in bed! Anything and everything! There are obvious ones. Loud noises, neighbor shooting his gun out back ugh! Should I not even worry about it...

That's what I meant but couldn't express for some reason! Lol I just want them to understand that I'm not the same mommy I was! And likely never will be! I dont think they take it seriously!

They are 23 and 21

My daughter says, "what do you have to be stressed about?" They can't fathom what I've been through nor would I want them to completely! I guess they make me feel like I should be over it. It's been a year! They don't seem to understand that I will NEVER be the same! I've been changed...

Thank you so much I didn't know that! Will be calling first thing in the morning!

Thank you! Not dealing very well lol But I've finally realized how bad it is and that I do need help! I've been doing that 'I'm strong, I can handle this MYSELF! I don't need help!' Bit which kinda shows me just how bad I need help lol

I was in my early 40's when I finally met the love of my life! We were engaged, (after he talked to my grown kids to make sure they approved) I was happier than I've ever been! June 4th, 2016 we were having a great day remodelling the double wide we had just moved into. At 7:45 I had posted a...