Recent content by senseirage

Sorry for late reply I've been at work a lot lately. I used to have a puppy but I moved away and my family is taking care of him. I wish I could get a pet but I wouldn't be able to show him proper attention :(

Thank you, I never thought of it like that. Small steps that I can handle is more than likely better than me torturing myself with bigger steps that I know I can't handle at that point in time. I'm glad you're saying those things to yourself too, seems like smart advice and it will probably be...

Thank you :) and I do. She has helped me a lot I have to admit. I'm just a very impatient person when it comes to wanting to feel contentment . I always want it right then and there. I need to work on that

Not a problem at all! You still helped. Maybe if I get out and practice interaction as you suggested that I'll get distracted with it and won't have as much time to zone out due to busyness.

Thank you so much for the reply. I'm sorry you have to go through it as well. I agree with it being a type of flashback. It has set me off many times and I'm trying to become a calmer person but it's easier said than done. I know what you mean though and thank you, I'm going to try to get out...

Every day I feel more and more isolated. I barely talk to anybody, and when I do I can barely speak because I'm barely even in reality. I almost can't help it, if I even stand idle for a second I will end up zoned out in a strange daydream that is just bizarre and sometimes scary. When I snap...