Recent content by Shortie

Its a good way to think like that and an actually easier way to accept too. Ive not though about it like that. I have my father still in my life, luckily my mother and him broke up when i was two. I wasnt allowed to see him until i left home. And we are now really close, my mother knew where...

Ohhh and we got an animal and my cat helps me a tone. I am looking for a dog just to help in my wheelchair and cope when am out and about.

I didnt know she was their thats the thing. It wasnt a fit of rage either, i have been to scenes like yourself. That day i was someone i dont even know. I had no control over my action literally it was like my brain had a breakdown. I lost the controls to rationalise, reason and even speak...

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Unfortunately, i tend to read some reports of death certs due to the cause of death and the odd report. Due to my job ect. Now, the ones ive read tend to detail the cause of death primarly, seconds, thirdly ect. Then theres the report detail some are some arnt. I was a voluntary first...

My abuser didnt get arrested unfortunately ive never reported it due to the fact i was a child at the time and other fears i have plus the home domestic abuse i was going through. I can only imagine what you are going through. Sorry hun to here that is.

I agree with the fireworks, i am not a vet, or soldier but due to the banging which was apart of the abuse i hate it. Yesterday, my cat was more chilled out than i was. I decided to play my new PS4 game MAFIA 3, to get my mind off it then BANG, a song on mafia turns out to trigger my PTSD...

For me i use games to make me think about surviving. So, i like surviving games. I dont like horror games. What i actually find the worst is the new, people talking about abused on tv and then work colleagues or friends talking about it. I just dont want to know about that stuff as ive been...

The term cult can potential mean different to different people. My mother is definately a narcissistic so, are some of my family from her sides a sister, nan and my others. Some of family members are too scared incase that they flying off at them. They will blackmail ect. Its terrible, i am...

Thanks all x

Ineresting question. Similar to me in someways. I always think 'what if', that one word to the social worker, dad, teacher. Mum would have said i was a liar ect. I with i did say something, but then i think that now only being an adult. At the time i was a child petrified of any action i...

Hi, Yes, i want to keep the friendship, negativity is quite hard for me to swallow. Ive been with her though the greiving process but she found out that he wasnt the man she though he was put it that way. She is extremely negativie but after speaking to her family and others friends it seems...

Sorry to hear about all of that. December month for us has been hellish in term of freezer defrosting twice! Ovens knobs popped off, washing mechine is now holding our clothes hostage and now the drier is broke! These are not old either five year old at least for each appliance. Then i dropped...

I think there will be many on here who or on similar term. I am not good looking but not ugly. Like you said it i am too am Joe Adverage. Joe Adverage isnt a bad thing. My mother, sister and nan have disowned me and i dont have many friends. I dont exactly make them easy. I used to get...

Put time into being well like others have said. If down the line you want a relationship then fair enough but if not then dont. I think socially many think we need relationships but we dont. Being happy is all that matters xx