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Same here but it happen at work during lunch time. My coworker asked me if I was ok. I told her yes & why. She stated that my eyes were moving rapidly side by side. I did not notice that but I did not realize I was disassociating. nor did I know what disassociating was until later when I was...

This may be a late response but Pauline, sorry to hear this. I too was severely bullied at school starting from the first day of Kindergarten (age 5) thru High School (age 18) almost everyday (physically, Verbally & Emotionally). Even coming close to being murdered. All of it still effects...

I was fired from my new job which lasted 2 months only. I was told that I was not a fit for the job. I knew why, during those 2 months I had been having weird experiences. I would forget a conversation I just had either in person or by phone, performing tasks which I feel Iam just flowing thru...

Ok I got good news and bad news: Good News - I got up the courage to make the call and I have an interview tomorrow at 3pm. Bad News - I am beginning to have panic attacks that I'm gagging. I have been schedule to see a Psychologist soon referred to by my doctor. She believes I suffer...

Ok I did work for a short month and qualify for unemployment. Now since I have been submitting my job search for unemployment. One of them called me yesterday to set up an interview. This is for one of those food Burrito place. LOL Just being a food kitchen helper, however I am so scared...

Last June I finally got a job that only lasted for 2 months after being unemployed for 4 years. On the second day, I began to have blurry vision, memory problems, had trouble comprehending verbal instructions, had a difficult time on the phone trying to listen effectively, and walking to the...

@Mim28 - how are you doing? Remember baby steps only. Don't over do it, just gradually step out even if it is the porch instead of the mailbox.

Well folks, yesterday I was terminated from my job. I suspected it back in July 15, when I was suppose to work another hour to have every other Friday off, that did not occur, so that told me alot. Anyway, I was called in by by supervisor and was given a pink slip. I was told that I was...

@Ka-9 - Same here, glad to see I'm not alone. I too can't focus, concentrate or remember even conversations that happen a few minutes ago. Right now I'm at a job where I have to take messages, and I am having a bad episode. Especially if I have to give that message to my supervisor like...

@pixel No, no ones knows but my doctor. I have finally got it out. My doctor has schedule me for a CT scan and a EEG and I think a Psychologist. I kept this secret to myself all these years since I was a child in order to protect my abuser.

Wow it has been 1 month and 2 weeks I started this new job but I am still making mistakes, I'm stilling not grasping verbal instructions, I'm still dealing with short term memory, unable to quote back what customers on the phone say or what I have said to them. It just get worse and worse. I...

For me it is during work, due to the mistakes I make and unable to grasp oral instructions. My coworkers think I am so dumb. When these incidents happen it makes me think back the reason I'm going thru. I believe a head injury due to physical abuse as a child is now manifesting as I age. I...

I am a Clerk for my county. I took a test and barely passed then my name was sent out to different departments. Had numerous interviews until this particular job hired me. I work 8 hours however I was suppose to work 9 hours and get every other Friday off as I was told but now it change. No...

Thank you everyone. All of you have made me feel better Coco that was a powerful post. My doctor ordered an EEG and a CT Scan due to the fact I also have experience of holding objects on my hand and not be aware I'm holding it. Friends and Family tells me to hold on that I was only going...

I can't believe I'm falling into a deep depression again. I suffered from severe depression throughout my childhood. Now it looks like it wants to make a comeback. I just recently started a new job and it has been 1 month. Well first week went ok just a few mistakes which is normal to make...