Recent content by St.Maybe

That has to be really frustrating. I’d definitely want to get a health assessment if I experienced that and if I had an extended and unusual period of forgetfulness. I can’t speak to being 40 and I’m not a doctor, but since it’s a time when there are a ton of hormonal changes that span years I...

I feel love, paranoia, anxiety, tiredness… I feel drained, disappointed, depressed… I really need to adjust my attitude and organize my day today. I’ve done a poor job managing things lately and I need to really figure some things out both as a parent and as like, one of these hyooman- beings.

We talked about it, and we’ve never blamed each other for our triggers. But I wont mince words; I lost a week of reasonable health during a high stress time because he acted in a way that resulted and has always resulted in making me sick. The fact that I do get sick as a result of being yelled...

I try to personify the source of my pain, the litany of hateful BS that just inundates my mind, all directed at me, just tearing me down… I try to separate it by assigning it a “source” or body or whatever that is separate from me. Then I play a numbers game. For every shitty thought I have, I...

I had a nightmare about my ex. I looked at him and felt this intense annoyance. “Aren’t you dead? He said you were dead…” I was confused, and I don’t remember what happened in the dream but I woke up filled with anxiety. The night before, the “he” in question, the man I love, had lost his shit...

I think his lack of interest in/motivation to please you is what I’d assume to be the problem. I wonder… does he enjoy sex? I’m concerned that he called you a pervert for desiring pleasure.

Oh my gosh!! Hello again!! ? And thank you.

Hi... I hope anyone who reads this is well. Smile if you have a sec :) or two or three. I haven’t been here in years... SO much has happened, and I know no one will remember me. But I’m Reno (nickname from childhood, too terrified to put my name even on Facebook lol) and I hope I’ll be around...

Well it worked out, folks, in case anyone was wondering. I thank you very much for the advice- after everything was explained, and before the trial, because it was a lifesaving event they went ahead and dropped the charges.

the lawyers I did call were a bit steep for me but I've got my fingers crossed. So upset and freaked out by whatever charge/s I got but going to take it a step at a time.

He's certainly trying to fight the charges, and I've sought out legal representation. In fact he's willing to come entirely clean, and asked them not to press charges in the first place. I can understand why he wasn't willing to come clean in the hospital but I wish he'd just been honest...

rant over, any response would make me feel much less miserable xP but in any case, be well folks and I hope you've all been smiling.

the cop on the case tried to get me with felony assault and several other charges but the magistrate didn't approve the majority of them... I hope it gets dropped. I wonder how nervous and unsettled my ex mustt feels bout his charges, now that I'm sitting here facing related ones. oh god.

I feel like nothing is being done in the domestic violence case I have out against my ex except my being advised to request that the case be heard in the mental health docket... Like that's what you get when you rape and stalk your girlfriend. I whack my boyfriend with a ukulele to make him...