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I have to agree with that haha

I don't want to talk about having kids or marriage, I have just picked up on things from his comments that concern me. We have both been engaged and betrayed by our exes.. I definitely am not wanting marriage anytime soon. He just confuses me because he says one thing.. Yet acts a different...

Hey everyone! I've been with my guy for about 8 months now, things are good for the most part. I have learned what sets him off and avoid it etc. One thing that bothers me is that he says he doesn't want to marry or have children. I want both or those things. He isn't open about his emotions at...

I take klonopin. I've tried Xanax too. It didn't work well for me. Klonopin takes about 30 minutes to and hour for me to feel the relaxation feel from it, but it definitely works for me. I mainly only take it at night so I can sleep best.. I tend to get my worst anxieties at night when I'm alone...

I feel the same

My issue was that he had a problem with it AFTER the fact. Not during. I was just getting aggravated because he wouldn't be serious.. and then when he had enough of me talking about it, he finds something upsetting to say. That's just how he is. I agree, I shouldn't compare myself and that is...

I agree. It's just something I am still adjusting to and having a hard time now I suppose. The relationship feels one sided and that I'm the only one trying or even that cares and I'm tired of feeling guilty of feeling that way when I know he has issues with the PTSD. I'm not trying to change...

I never said I wanted to show him off. Having a personal picture for myself is all I wanted. Honestly I think it all comes down to him not wanting to do any of the things his exes use to do. That's all I can get out of it. He made no wishes clear until after the fact when I was like.. I wish you...

@MoeX the pictures where before I suppose. I know I shouldn't do that to myself, but it drives me crazy. Like I am paying for what someone else did wrong to him. He doesn't yell at me he just shuts down. Anything that is even remotely related to emotions he won't talk about and if he even starts...

I am not really sure what you mean by "step back". We hardly talk during the week (if at all). I feel like we have a lot of space and then we have our weekends. He may feel and see differently and I'm sure he does.

That's why I left last night. I felt horrible for just leaving like that but I was going to cry if I didn't get out of there. I do things for him that show how I feel. I know actions are louder than words and prove more. He doesn't do or say things often at all but when he does it is so special...

hahaha thank you :happy:

hahahah yes I am and probably so! It's like any chance of any feelings coming around, he get's all weird and goofy-- which is fine, but there is a time when you need to be honest and straight up with me. I feel like he can't admit his feelings for me. It's just hard when I know what kind of...

This relationship is a roller coaster.. I HATE roller coasters! My boyfriend and I have been together over 7 months. We have not had one serious talk as far as our relationship goes. No I love you, nothing. He won't even take a picture with me for goodness sakes and when we do he can't make a...

I contacted him last night. He has 4 tests today that deal with work.. I totally forgot about them. He stresses about stuff like this so now I know what has been up with him..