Recent content by Still survivin

I think it's cruel & unfair that euthanasia is not legal in most countries. I understand that strict policies need to be in place to prevent abuse but for those who truly want out, who has the right to say yes or no regarding how long a person has to suffer? I know that some countries have the...

@moonbeam Thanks for that, I've not been here long & have had some good advice. I keep meaning to go to my local MIND for some advice but it's in town & I hate going into town lol. I will definitely call in one day this week

@Whitebird Yup had the whole earthquake experience too! Only a couple of times tho. Shouting (in my head) at it does seem to help a little. I just want to get control of it & be able to go to bed without fear of nightmares & presences

I have lots of experience with MDMA in a recreational setting & honestly if I could live every day on it I would & I truly believe I would function much better & stand a chance at a normal life. It dampens the receptors for negative emotions at the rear base of the brain & allows u to speak...

I think it's so frustrating because I'm definitely "fight" not "flight" but when this thing grips me I can't move anything except my eyes. Being unable to defend myself is my greatest fear, I think whatever "it" is, it definitely hones in on my deepest fears, the ppl I see r all someone I've...

I don't see how giving up something that is such a comfort before (as stated above) u have replacement coping strategies can be helpful. I'm nearly 40 & still terrified of being in the shower & I'm still afraid of the "evil in the dark", I'd love to have the protective feeling you describe &...

Has anyone else had that awful sensation, whilst in a deep sleep I feel this terror & wake up feeling pinned to the bed. I am unable to move & feel like if I scream it'll be ok but no sounds will come out. After probably a few seconds - tho feels much longer - a pathetic noise manages to make...

Thanks all for the advice. I eventually got a referral to Psychiatrist at local mental health centre. The 1st appointment was with the SHO REPORT(answers to Psychiatrist at) & her report was nothing like what was discussed, she even invented a 4 yr old brother that I apparently have a good...

Hi all, I'm new here, won't go into details about why my brain likes to torture me as it's a long long story. I guess the main reason I'm here is because I've been seeing a lot of info relating to C/PTSD & for the first time I actually believe I'm not alone in feeling this way. I've spent years...