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Where did you go?

I'm currently at an eating disorders program and we're looking at PIW as a possible transfer situation. Still open to Pratt even though they've denied my case 3 times already. I feel like giving up. This is a never ending battle.

I am also looking for information on The Center @ PIW for trauma treatment.

What do you do when you're scared but currently safe? We're having a flashback and some of my younger parts a very scared right now. We're currently implementing lots of self soothing type things like deep pressure therapy, heating pad, blankies, etc. Still scared.

I don't like it because movies like these get me taken less seriously as a DID patient. Sybill and Eve have already ruined my reputation. Didn't need another face in the mix to future pollute the validity of my condition. I'd rather no films were made about it instead of these piss poor...

The county (victim services and also a public psychiatric clinic) turned me away. Victim services didn't want to deal with a suicidal client. Referred out. Continuous loop of endless (and frequently repeated) referrals.

R Referrals

I've been trying for months to get help and I'm in agony. I would rather die than keep doing this over and over dead end after dead end. I can't keep doing this but somehow I still manage to keep going. The pain is unbearable, though. I have 3 more tries and then I have no more options. This...

The physical abuse stopped years ago and one parent significantly changed so the psychological abuse is much less. We tried to get away multiple times and those all failed. Entirely dependent for even basic needs. Can't work.

It doesn't allow me to choose all of them...

That was brutal.

I believe in God and it has become very apparent that he dgaf.