Recent content by The real me

I agree the do gooders are more damaging then. Anyone! ,but now my walls are back up , I'm the one who is dealing with all these mixed emotions and she is as happy as can be..... for some reason I can't walk away, I feel I owe her for things. One minuet I want to tell her all I know and really...

It wasn't a mutual friend, it was a friend of hers. -and I get all that but even though I know what she did why can't I just write her off? I feel as if I HER something

I've not spoke much on here, because I wasn't sure, but someone noticed me right off the bat and that gave me some confidence, I've read people's conversations and questions... and this group is non judgeing.... to admit to feel like this is humiliating and as childish as this sounds maybe...

It's been a rough week, and that post just hit me, it was good to just speak without worrying, I have a very hard time explain myself or making a point. Thank you for welcoming me, I think I'm going to like this family!

no closer for you!! Not her

I was actually in your shoes a year ago. My abuser has been my dad ... well actuall non biological but I didn't know that until later in life. I have 3 younger siblings who him and my mom had together. I have always been "the red headed stepchild" scape goat and punching bag. My mom died when...

Hi, I am new to this, things have been really tough, I didn't believe I had issues from childhood until they were triggered, -and that's just the start of it. My therapist told me to read PTSD surviving to thriving I'm only 70 pages in and ........ I'm in awe.... hopefully with that and in here...