Recent content by Unknown Victim

1) Which medical illness/accident/medical prosedures did you have? At first, the doctors didn't know what I had, "told my parents all my head". After 2 months of throwing up, my appendix exploded. The surgery was an experimental. Just say I had a button on my skin and open wound. My greatest...

I had a raptued appendix sounds easy and clean. But the Doc's didn't know what I had and did a hysterectomy. I spend and whole month in the hospital and I was four. Year later my loving brother tried to hang me. I got sleep paralysis at six or five. I couldn't smell rubbing alcohol it would get...

They basically told me I'm disable but not enough. Be a dishwasher the rest of you miserable life.

Work. My boss once told me to go with him to get coffee, I went crazy. Eventually, I got fired. Friends never had any. Birthday never had one. Should say just relationships.

One year in therapy, and one year since I knew I had PTSD. Good to have someone to talk to. BUT, I had PTSD since I was four. My foundation is built on PTSD. I'm having trouble building a new life without PTSD. Impossible. I can't get myself back to work without borderline coming. Borderline...

With my bouts with PTSD. My unemployment time was my best time. I got no sickness during those time, no stress. Drugs is another issue for me. Hang in there. People with PTSD are stronger than the sheep.

I know what it's like to be scapegoated. I'm proud of you.

I had PTSD since I was four years old. I found out I had PTSD last year and I'm in my 40's. I never heard the name PTSD until last year. I had sleep paralysis. What is cool. I know the name of the issues I had. I also have social anxiety, borderline, and SPD. It was around this time I found out...

I'm a tad drunk. I lived a crazy life with 5 mental illness. I know I have PTSD. I can't concentrate. I can do hundred of things and think a million things at one time. I pulled a name out of a hat. I can't tell you what this means. I fooled every one. I was 5 years old, I couldn't sleep...

I know I have PTSD, but I had it at a very young age. I got diagnosed with 4 mental illness including borderline which is trauma related. I scored low for PTSD but my concentration is bad and I thought it was good. But I think of several things at the same time without focus. I think I have good...

Weed and Alcohol, with some Meth.

I still have many PTSD issues suicide, negative teenage stuff even though I'm 47. I listen to punk rock and alternative music which discuss those issues. I brought it up and my therapist says I should listen to something more positive. I don't like rap or country music. Surprisingly, the reason...

I have to put it in two categories because I'm sooooo complex. One directly, I get more cold and autoimmune sickness. I get sinus attacks where I get mucous in my ears causing tinnitus. I use to think this was stress related and it is but with the PTSD issues as well. Indirectly. I got my PTSD...

Weed is the best for me. It makes me more outgoing and more confident. It also lets me sleep. Alcohol - I quit. It makes me unpredictable angry or happy. Meth - I thought it would make me happy and euphoric. It made me more isolated and other issues. Speed - Just got me sick. Mushrooms -...

I would try an apple it moves the muscles in your mouth around and wakes you up. Don't do what I did and try an upper. Also don't try to drive faster and make it to work faster. I've driven on the shoulder of the road before. I have borderline issues as well.