Recent content by user57492

i will not hurt myself. I Will not hurt others. without those stipulations they will not talk to me. So stop suggesting it. like i said. you don't listen. Right... forget it. you can't help. second attempt. you fail.

I will share if you feel you might impart wisdom or help. i am willing to listen and accept guidance. I may be a fool but I'm not that foolish. I may hate the hammer but I'll still use it for the right task. I've learned that i also deal with BPD, hense the lack of trust. Also, my...

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My apologies if it's needed to be given. I'm... i just... i need to know how to manage. "( Meds don't help. Alcohol feels like it does, but it doesn't and the cost is high. Pot? helps a little... Then tapping? counting? breathing... How do i cope? I'll never hurt myself or anyone else...

suicide crisis hotline... i guess I'm not heard here either.

I'm sorry for your cat. without my Eoin i could not

your questions... threat assesment? Yeah, forget this. I'm out.

:( I'll break before my code. no ifs ands or buts but I'm in pain. it's constant. i get maybe 3 hours a day without it. propranalol doesn't help anymore.

I'm afraid of me. I'm afraid of me without my morals; my code

everything is or has been taken from me.

sounds kinda scary

i have a very strong internal locus of control. also and unfortunately im too smart for my own good. been punished for it. i don't belong. I'll deal with that, but how do i get the panic to stop, lessen, recede... it's so debiliating. people don't understand. i need help

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Afraid of me, without me driving

not 988, no. have not. Hey, how do i cope? get it to stop?