I have been severely abused as a child until age 21 in almost every way possible. My PTSD is extremely severe. I am just starting to feel that I have high levels of rage inside of me. I don't like it at all. Although it feels like it's miles away, I fear my severe anger. That is not the only reason I am joining this site; in fact quite the opposite.
I am a laid-back person who can take a really bad emotional beating without a tear or other powerful emotion. My best friend abandoned me about 5 months ago. THAT caused tears, many of them, but I am handling it better (till today when the woman who was also a good friend who is now DATING my ex-best friend told me how she comforts him by holding him...).
I live at a rooming house with 51 other people. All their bad energy (well, not all of them, but quite a few) and the staff and management treat the tenants like crap. I am on high alert all the time.
I need help in understanding my PTSD better and support in it.
- Birthday
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May 14
- Location
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Massachusetts
- Gender
- Female
- Occupation
- IT Tech, Avon Rep
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