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It's raining! Not enough to put fires out but it should slow them down and help keep new ones from starting. People may even be able to breathe again.

How does a laser control how you look at other people?

I suspect most do. Most murders are not the meticulously planned affairs you see on TV. Much of the time it's just drunk angry idiots behind the bar or outraged spouses whose emotions clouded their judgment.

Hey back :)

On my little island, the fire hazard has been so high that basically, all activity that might cause a fire has ceased: no heavy machinery, no pressure washers, no lawnmowers, no parking cars on the grass. If it might make a spark you can't do it.

If that link doesn't work go here https://www.ted.com/read/ted-podcasts/sincerely-x and pick the one that supports the way you listen to podcasts.

If you haven't listened to this podcast I suggest you should. Especially episode two. If your supporters don't understand you I suggest they do too. It also more or less explains where I've been the last couple of months...

I'm late to the show but I'm checking in. Apparently, a lot has changed in the past couple of months. I'll try to catch up. Till then be warned that I have no idea what has happened on the site since June.

I never doubted that at all. I'm thankful cooler heads prevailed.

My dog trying to get a Guineafowl that had died to stand up. Sad but still somehow...

OK let me restate things a little. The psychiatrist in the vid uses brain imaging. He gets results. I've been asked numerous times if I have had a TBI. I don't know. I've had concussions. I've been caught in bomb blasts that left me with tinnitus. But I just have no way of knowing if I have a...

@lostforgottensoul those things are actually great. I used them a lot overseas. If you ever travel where toilet facilities are non-existent or just under equipped they are a real moral booster.

Bah! It's good enough to start looking. If we wait till it's good enough we'll never get there. Scan my brain dammit! Hell, stick wires in it if that will help. Photography didn't really progress until people wanted to take them. Maybe it's time psychiatrists started demanding brain imaging...

So why don't psychiatrists actually look at the brain. Other doctors look at x-rays, sonograms, CAT scans, etc. Why not shrinks? https://youtu.be/esPRsT-lmw8

Hmmm not sure what happened. Try this https://youtu.be/XGq3MXQlRJs?t=1m59s

Diary of a Deadman - Five Finger Death Punch. I think I need something more on the F U side after that :)

I don't think PTSD has anything to do with your fears. You already pointed out that the apartment is in a bad area of town and there is no close parking. Both are less than ideal. Keep looking for a better place. Trust your instincts.

@Scott88 could it be tinnitus? I've linked a video that shows the different sounds ppl with tinnitus can hear. I only ever hear the first sound. I didn't know about the others.

@Cj a wild pet bird? What type of bird?

I really get that. I suspect many others here do too. My current tactic is to try to accept that sometimes good things happen and that they don't always come with a catch. If it works I'll let you know ;)

I strongly support @JadesJewel 's suggestion of Melatonin, L-Theanine and Magnesium. As far as waking up in the middle of the night goes I just learned to accept that. The whole 8 hours of sleep idea is relatively new. For a long time, before electric lights, people would sleep twice a night...

We support you @whiteraven. It's the depression and apathy we don't support. Yes, it's not fair that people who try to do the right thing often go unrewarded. I'm certainly not in the place I hoped to be at this point in my life. There are many other people in this forum who are in similar...

That really sucks. Mirtazapine is the one thing that has worked well for me. Most meds show diminishing returns over time. Has anything else in your life changed about the same time as the meds stopped working?

What do you do that is not worth anything? Is there anything you could do that would be worth something?

Ummm no. You are only doing 'not so much of anything' if that's what you choose to be doing. Depression lies.