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  1. parrotthepolly

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Also had coffee with full cream milk and no sweeteners... Thought I was forgetting something important
  2. parrotthepolly

    What has trauma taught you about death?

    Death feels like nothing and it's a reminder of how insignificant my life is and people will move on after I'm gone as if I never mattered, not existed but the importance of my life never meant anything. The rest of the world will carry on as if nothing is missing.
  3. parrotthepolly

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    600mL Gatorade orange no sugar 375mL Pepsi max 375mL Coke zero
  4. parrotthepolly

    Chat, check-in, and hang out

    I have experienced this, always thought I maladaptive daydreamt a lot and never thought it was strange.
  5. parrotthepolly

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    I will forget.
  6. parrotthepolly

    What made you feel better today?

    My friend didn't kick me out yesterday and also the entirely of the next day.
  7. parrotthepolly

    I Realize That I

    I am extremely unwell and need to stay away from people.
  8. parrotthepolly

    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    Squid Game: Season 1 episodes 1 - 9
  9. parrotthepolly

    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    I was supposed to be out for about 10 hours but kept waking in between due to an unexpected conversation right before. My head feels heavy but I have plans.
  10. parrotthepolly

    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    S p a c e d ... and I don't know why ...
  11. parrotthepolly

    What’s your favorite?

    Drinking (I should expand cause it's giving off weird ideas but don't have the energy) Fav aircraft?
  12. parrotthepolly

    I Realize That I

    I've been a horrible person recently and have not suffered enough.
  13. parrotthepolly

    When do you feel the most peaceful?

    When I don't remember who I am haha, or most of it cause you can't exist without some form of awareness.
  14. parrotthepolly

    Further into my freeze. I feel like I’m drowning & stuck in mud at the same time

    I feel the exact same way with the freezing and I've almost completely given up and since you're reaching out seems like you'll have a chance at least. Being stuck in your thoughts mess with your mind in unimaginable ways.
  15. parrotthepolly

    I wish my mom/dad would . . .

    Have never told me I was born too early. My biological father repeated it every other month and over time I accepted it means I should have never existed and don't deserve to live no matter what I try to do.
  16. parrotthepolly

    mom is slipping away and i can't get her back

    Well at least she's still alive.
  17. parrotthepolly

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    I found out 😔
  18. parrotthepolly

    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    Conjuring: The Last Rites
  19. parrotthepolly

    In this moment where would you rather be?

    Inside a particular apartment
  20. parrotthepolly

    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    "I won't stay out of your nightmare, I know my place and I'll stay there"
  21. parrotthepolly

    What Exercise Did You Do Today

    I walked for the couple hours a day for nearly a week. Completely drained whatever's left it seems...
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