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i will not hurt myself. I Will not hurt others. without those stipulations they will not talk to me. So stop suggesting it. like i said. you don't listen. Right... forget it. you can't help. second attempt. you fail.

I will share if you feel you might impart wisdom or help. i am willing to listen and accept guidance. I may be a fool but I'm not that foolish. I may hate the hammer but I'll still use it for the right task. I've learned that i also deal with BPD, hense the lack of trust. Also, my...

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My apologies if it's needed to be given. I'm... i just... i need to know how to manage. "( Meds don't help. Alcohol feels like it does, but it doesn't and the cost is high. Pot? helps a little... Then tapping? counting? breathing... How do i cope? I'll never hurt myself or anyone else...

suicide crisis hotline... i guess I'm not heard here either.

I'm sorry for your cat. without my Eoin i could not

your questions... threat assesment? Yeah, forget this. I'm out.

:( I'll break before my code. no ifs ands or buts but I'm in pain. it's constant. i get maybe 3 hours a day without it. propranalol doesn't help anymore.

I'm afraid of me. I'm afraid of me without my morals; my code

everything is or has been taken from me.

sounds kinda scary

i have a very strong internal locus of control. also and unfortunately im too smart for my own good. been punished for it. i don't belong. I'll deal with that, but how do i get the panic to stop, lessen, recede... it's so debiliating. people don't understand. i need help

me

Afraid of me, without me driving

not 988, no. have not. Hey, how do i cope? get it to stop?

I'd just go, but i have Eoin.

i need help. I've been doing the pych thing but I'm getting worse. I'm about to be homeless, but that isn't what I'm afraid of.

i can't work. can't donate. what do i do?

how do i cope? I'm hurting so bad. Nothing helps. not meds, pot, alcohol... Nothing.

im capable, but can't... and internally I'm conflicted. That disturbs me.

safe now. not soon

Eoin keeps me. My code prevents me from hurting myself or others. non violence over here

Eoin keeps me. My code prevents me from hurting myself or others. non violence over here

I'm not heard. Not listened to. Friendships broken. I'm alone! alone... no value

I'm broken and hurting in a way I'm not prepared for and it won't go away