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  1. Sammyiam

    Wonder Why I Am Here

    Do you ever just wonder if you just haven't got what it takes to be on this planet for a long time. That you just screw everything up around you and make such a shit job of stuff, that you think what am I doing here. You just go from one big screw up to the next and your just not good at...
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    My Friend And Neighbour Just Died

    It's times like this that just make you think, my friend and neighbour just died a couple of hours ago. I was with her and told her she was going to be ok. Now she is not here any more. Life just can go so fast and unexpected I cannot believe she is not here anymore.
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    Come On Everyone Please Read

    We have approached the half way mark in the year for the donation total, so it would be great to be at the 50% mark to match the monthly total, otherwise we will have to try and have a big push at the end of the year when everyone is busy and money is tight as its getting close to Christmas...
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    Zopiclone And Dizziness ?

    Hi, I just wanted to ask anyone if they have been dizzy after taking Zopiclone ? I took it for the first time to try and help with my nightmares and sleepless nights but I have been dizzy for about three days after taking it. I am slowly coming right but I have felt really yuck. I got a good...
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    One Year On

    Well it's been one year since my Mother died. I want to thank everyone on here for all the support you have given me. It hasn't gone fast or it hasn't gone slow. It has just gone, life just keeps on going and time slowly ticks by. I never had a loving close cuddly sort of mother, in fact I spent...
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    Have You Tried Depakote?

    Hi Everyone, Can anyone out there please tell me if they have tried Epilim and have you had any side effects or put on weight. Thank you Sammy
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    I'm A Little Scared

    i am going to have an operation tomorrow, it's nothing much just an operation on my shoulder nothing life threatening or major organs getting taken out. But as I sit here with one more sleep to go I'm just a little scared. Maybe a bit more than a little bit. It's not that I'm worried about the...
  8. Sammyiam

    Weekly Zentangle Practise Squares

    Hi Everyone, We have had a few different Threads about Zentangles. @KwanYingirl has one going which is great as well, and our old thread for the donation challenge is still here, I think it would be great to have one that people can just put different patterns up every few days of few weeks for...
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    Why Do Horrible Things Happen ?

    Why do horrible things happen, who gets to choose? It's like a dice with numbers on it and someone throws it and bad stuff happens ? I live in fear, I live waiting, I live for it to be my number, I am not even living anymore as I'm so busy worrying, waiting! Thinking my number should have been...
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    Want To Say Thank You And I'll Catch You Sometime

    Hi, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has helped me over the last ( I have no idea how long it has been ) Couple of years. I have had many struggles with myself and my Mum dying over a year long illness and her problems with me before that. I have struggled most of the time on...
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    I'm Embarrassed To Even Ask This

    Hi everyone, I even feel stupid asking this and very self conscious but here goes..... Can anyone please tell me if you have ever felt like this, sometimes when I am starting to feel a bit better I get really scared and full of fear that something bad is going to happen to me because I...
  12. Sammyiam

    Ptsd service dog, will it help with dissocation ?

    I'm sorry I'm not sure where to put this ? Hi Everyone, I talked about getting a service dog last year, but I think I was just in to bad a place to try and sort it out. My dog has just mated with my sister in laws dog and I have the most beautiful puppy. She is nearly 3 months old and I really...
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    What Can You Buy In Your Country For $1.00 ?

    I just wanted to ask what can you buy in your country for one dollar ? Over here in Kiwi Land (New Zealand) Some things are ; Half a mince pie (a real budget one) $2.50 Half a can of coke $2.50 a can 1/4 of a beer in a pub about $5.50 for a handle Half a scoop of chips ( if you are lucky...
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    My New Puppy

    This is my new puppy. I wasn't going to get another puppy as I have two little dogs and my daughters little one, but who could turn this down ? I have her grandmother and her father. My husband's sister wanted to breed my dog with hers and we got four beautiful little puppies. She's a little...
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    Just Useless And Tired

    I am sitting in my car , in town I have just picked up my Meds and think what if I just take the whole lot. I just carnt seem to get on top of things. One minute I'm high as and the next just don't want to carry on. I am haunted everyday by things and it has just come to a point where I think...
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    My Doggies A Daddy ! Have You Got Any Cute Dog Or Cat Photos ?

    Hi Everyone, My dog, Is now the proud father of a beautiful little of puppies, they were born yesterday. It was very stressful yet exciting. Three came out backwards which was very stressful but we coped fine. They are going to be very cute. Has anyone got cute little puppie photos or dog...
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    Do You Love Your Pet More Than People Sometimes ?

    Hi, As most of you know my Mum just passed away last week. I showed little emotion and no tears not even once. I found a lump on the side of my dogs neck and took him to the vet where they want to do a biopsy and I was so upset that it may be cancer and he would die. I love my dog so much...
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    Have You Ever Thought Your Physical Pain Was In Your Head ?

    Hi everyone, I have just been to the hospital to have an x-Ray on my shoulder. I fell off a horse when I was 15 and broke my arm and damaged my shoulder. It has been sore ever since, but have been to scared to get anything done with it for fear that I was just a whimp and soft and needed to...
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    My Mum Just Died At 3.36 Pm Today

    My Mum just died
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    I Need Some Help

    I have no idea who I am any more. It's that simple I can feel ok and then like a flick of a switch I feel like a total different person. I have asked my psychologist if it could be Bi Polar. She says no. I don't like myself ..... I would go so far as saying I hate myself, who I am, who I...
  21. Sammyiam

    Who Am I Anymore ?

    Have you ever just sat down and just thought, how the hell did I end up at this point in my life, and being like this ? I have been struggling the last while and I just sat down today and thought how the hell did I get to here, I'm 47 and I have no idea where to go from here. I go along life...
  22. Sammyiam

    This Is For Everyone One Week From Today

    Could you please change the thread title to read as we have changed the challenge sorry for having to ask . Thank you Dollars for doodles no money required more the better !!!! Please read as we have changed this thread enter as much as you like every doodle $1.00 ZENTANGLE OR DOODLE YOUR...
  23. Sammyiam

    Change Your Avatar For The 30 Day Challenge

    Not long ago we had a super hero challenge for our avatars and heaps of the chat people changed there avatar to super heroes. How about we all change our avatars to something to do with the 30 day challenge and we can then get behind them and donate a dollar for the best avatar. Or do some...
  24. Sammyiam

    30 Day Challenge To Everyone On This Forum

    We are trying to take the pressure off Anthony and Nicolette, and fund raise for one year, as you know we all have pressure in our lives and WE ALL KNOW HOW THIS AFFECTS. ALL OF US. It makes our PTSd way worse, so if you times your own pressure by A Thousand that's probably what they feel...
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    My Mums Nearly Gone Not Sure How To Deal With It

    Hi everyone, As most of you know my Mum has been really sick for the past 8 to 10 months ( around bout ) and I just got a call and it is expected that she won't be coming out of the hospital and the doctors have said it isn't looking good and she is deteriorating fast. I knew it was coming...
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