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I will be thinking of you. I have driven from LA to North Carolina with my daughter and we had the best time ever. Your country is so beautiful we took 3 months and a couple of broken legs, but it was a trip that I will never forget. I hope you have as much joy as I had ( minus the broken legs )...

:hug:s Mr Laurie

Hi, I do that every week and I don't remember, so much that my therapist has to e-mail me the notes so I have some idea what's going on. I feel terrible and useless, but she tells me that it's ok and it will get better. I know how you feel as I feel the same, but I just try and trust what she...

Hi sorry I haven't replied to the thread. They are four weeks old now I will add a photo. They are just starting to growl and bark and play.

Hi, I have a psychologist who is really great and she writes down notes every week and e-mails me a copy every week so I know what I've said and done. She makes me wait for 15 to 20 minutes after each session with a co worker until I feel safe enough to drive and she always checks in to see I'm...

I live only 15 mins from where I grew up and see my abuser nearly every couple of weeks. It drives me crazy I only drive through if I really have to. I head the other direction to go shopping just so I don't go through my home town. I have tossed it over and over about shifting away, but I...

I just read through all your posts and have no idea what your all talking about. I have an I pad and turn it on and do this site and a couple of others, e mails, photos, videos of my grandson and that's it. I was the same when I read the post, I thought you were talking about my desk top...

Wow you were very brave. I couldn't do it in any way or form, I would be to scared that someone would tell me off and I'd get into trouble etc. plus my memory wouldn't allow me to do it as a couple of hours after I have talked to someone I have so much trouble trying to remember what we have...

Would that be the same as to why I have nightmares every night and have done all my life, around being raped and held at knife point and all sorts of horrible things. Some the same as my past but some of it nothing to do with it ( I still have all my arms and legs haven't had any ripped off like...

I'm so sorry for you. I lost my 3 month old puppy 3 or 4 years ago, and it cut me up so much I still blame myself for being a bad mummy to her and not keeping her safe. I have her mummy and I had another little and got my dog that I have now so I have the mum and her son and are about to get...

Yep, You don't need others laying guilt on you. We have more than enough of our own to try and handle. That's what stopped me from no contact, I just couldn't get past the guilt I felt.

I've had nightmares since about 7 years old. I sleep walk, and talk in my sleep. When I first meet my husband I was about 18, I think maybe 17, and the first times we slept together I would get up and smash things and turn on the lights but they wouldn't turn on so I would wake up in the morning...

Way to go !!!!

Welcome to the club ! I have such a bad memory I will even forget I have written this. I know that sounds funny but it is very true after an hour or two I will have no idea I have written this unless a message comes up with someone pushing like and I will think oh yea that's write I did do that...

Thanks @Junebug No she knew what she was saying and she was just wanting to be mean one last time, as she was her whole life. @GWhizz it is so hard to cut ties, I knew in my heart I should be cutting ties, but I was always overcome with the guilt of being a loyal daughter and doing the right...

:D. I'm like that as well :)

Well my mums gone for good now, and even after here death she left a whole lot of hell to deal with, which she knew would be nasty and cause pain, which has broken up the entire family never to be the same again. She has had the last and lasting say. I feel so broken that she did this to us. On...