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I always seem to end up doing this, people decide to go for a 'proper' night out and I am in a pub after work and it sounds like a great idea. I manage to completely forget that drunk me = flashbacks and clubs = panic attacks and anyone hitting on me = flashbacks. I sometimes feel like part of...

I will start with I have NO memories of anything like this. At all. HOWEVER she has some undeniable logic, and that's without some things I am too ashamed to tell her. I will be clear I grew up in a violent childhood home anyway, a lot of threats and chasing etc. However I have realised that...

Wow. That title was way more dramatic than intended. But it is kind of what I am thinking right now. I feel fluctuating between everything being awful, and wallowing in my life story and panic attacks and drama and god I think I sicken myself sometimes with how annoying I sound even to myself...

I am sure everyone has these days, but today is one of those days for me. Had a company away day and I had to do so many things outside of my comfort zone. Speaking infront of groups of people, loud crowded places, spending a whole day interacting with people as well as a art and communication...

This is an odd thing to post, I considered I may have DID years ago, but then dismissed it as me being over the top and dramatic. However a few things have happened recently that have highlighted this may be a very real issue. The question is what do I do. Will getting diagnosed help or should...

I have started having odd flashbacks of things I have 'forgotten', and this hasn't really happened to me before. Kinda freaking me out... lol My childhood is kind of blurry, but I doubt that is going to change, it was just the norm when I was younger and I doubt they are going to return. But...

Always different nightmares, rarely the same unless they are multiple in the same night where I get slightly different action replays or they just carry on. I have died in my nightmares, had my head cut off and stayed asleep. Watched over people die, be repeatedly abused, and ended up crawling...

Yesterday literally the world looked like paper cut outs, I kept trying to focus but everything was 2D and I couldn't focus on anything. It was part migrane, and part just so dissociated. No idea what to do with myself, I feel like I am in a bubble. My boyfriends pretty confused, I mean he is...

Hey, nice to meet you all :) Never sure what to say in these things, on one hand I am like: 'I SHOULD BE HERE LOOK ALL THIS HORRIBLE STUFF HAPPENED', and on the other hand I just wanna give everyone hugs and inform them that they are strong enough, no matter what does and has happened. I have...