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Im a wee bit perplexed actually, so I'd thought I'd see if anyone else had the same occur. About a month plus ago, I made a suicide attempt, but it was a really subconscious, almost robotic event. It wasn't a clear, conscious decision which is a bit worrying, but regardless, my wife never went...

I knew I was rather f*cked up..... But watching 100 or so facebook friends disappear miiight hint at a wee antisocial behavior. When people don't comment on 5 shot cops in 30 some hours, but post rants on the state of Kayne....or the f*cking election yet again...in Canada....I cannot control...

Seeing that my original post on my devout, Catholic hatred of Colin Kaepernik and his pig socks has epically derailled into a mind boggling, wrist slitting, morass that has caused me need to resume my effexor.... I have graciously created this thread to compile every bad police shooting, Howard...

In my humble, lowley opinion..you get what you asked for. I was stupid enough to join the police, so I don't bitch and moan about the decision. Now in hindsight, I wouldn't have wasted a second- but no one held a gun to my head, so I eat it like a big boy. Watching these few combat veterans...

I just finished a ride on my oddly doglike horse Odie, and was able to gain a really wonderful grounding, and phyical in the moment connection with him yet again. It just felt like layers of concrete were melting off me. For having been "intimate" with death for the majority of my life- any...

I'm getting a bit desperate- I use Effexir and 5HTP currently- but feel like shit, and simply cannot get any energy/interest/life back in me. My panic attacks ceased largely - but I'd rather have them back than be here to be brutally honest. My Pyschologist desperately wants me to try some...

My first time trying any type of PTSD forum, I'm a longterm PTSD/ sufferer, and at this point accepting that I will never recover to my old self- but am working hard on fighting the good fight to at least live the reamainder, and go out on my own terms, not at the descretion of those events. My...