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I posted about my bf's mom's death several days ago and got some really nice responses. But, like any death, it's NOT OVER. I have freaked him out every single day with my PTSD-ish reaction to her death. I never mourned my recent death in the family--my father has no emotions and I think my...

She was very ill when I met her, but it seemed like she was just plugging along. He gave me her first wedding ring as a gift. I changed out the stones, but it's the same. My poor baby is grinding his teeth in the night. He has add and mdd and I have Bipolar, DID and PTSD. I don't know how...

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I know this will sound stupid. I know the meanings of words. But they just don't make sense to me. I was reading the addition of bullying to the DSM-IV. It's not that I have a problem with that situation. But, What does 'integrity' mean? Really, truly? What's body threat? My father never...

Sometimes I come back here and I don't recognize what I've written. I do have to apologize if it's something totally off the mark. I dissociate a lot. Does anyone else do this?

I was talking to my boyfriend about my father. We were joking about what a strange person he was. Then I said something about giving him a present. I often do something like this, where I turn on a dime and it seems as if I must be lying or crazy. My judgment changes, I attribute emotions to the...

I'm scared. I'm scared for the rest of my life. When will this end? This fear and anxiety. I'm 34 and my abuse began at 2-3yrs. My father sexually abused me almost every day until I was nine, after that time (I supposed I was getting stronger) he also became physical and psychologically...