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We all know that we're a mix of light and dark but I have a few questions about your experience with the Dark Side so to speak. *passes around cookies* How does your darkness manifest in your life? Do you feel in touch with it? Are you at peace with it? Have you found anything constructive to do...

Currently feel like I'm two steps from falling apart. Haunted by old voices telling me I never should have been born. That there is something badly wrong with me, and I never should have made it this far. That if this were any other time I would already be dead, as it is survival of the fittest...

This is embarrassing in a way... *shrug* but when has that stopped me? My, "little," side stems from (or came to during) therapy. My therapist tried to guide me through comforting that little broken girl and letting her speak and react to life. The thing was once she finally was free inside of...

So... I'm fully vaccinated and a month and half ago had boosters. Guess what I got anyway? If you guessed Whooping Cough you're right. I'm on antibiotics and am safe after five days on them. At least there is a reason I feel like death on a stick. I'm still trying to puzzle this one out, but...

Are there certain sounds that make you feel like you might crawl out of your skin? For me it is any rhythmical bass pumping through the walls as it sounds like an out of control terrified heartbeat. If it keeps up much longer I may have to go find the neighbor that is doing it. Maddening. Does...

It's 3:02am here and I can't find a forum for night owls. Odds are there is one, and if so I'll just delete this lil' bugger handily. Are you a Night Owl? Do you know a Night Owl? Does being a Night Owl drive you batty? ;) What do you do in the wee hours of morning when everyone around is...

My brain is mumbly and jumbly today. It has been since my family trip to Cali. Part of it is just the migraines I'm sure, but the other part is nibbling away at me like a sharp toothed mouse with something scrumptious to eat. My brother (half- but whole in my view) was only there for some of the...

Well, not really, as I've been crying for days, but I feel so disconnected, I just cannot come up with another proper word. One of my relative's was killed while on his motorcycle a few days ago. I loved him dearly but the last time I saw-or spoke- with him was after another family member's...

My name is Rebecca I'm going to be 40 in July. I've had PTSD since little girl hood. Raised in abuse (psychological/sexual/physical/emotionall) since babyhood. I truly never believed i would survive to 21. I'm frightened of most bathrooms, but mostly cope as an adult, though am terrible with...