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My mind knows this but as the memories are slowly returning what I see are situations I could have gotten myself out of, why didn't I. Why didn't I tell my parents and is this why now I have such a hard time be open and forthright. Even with my wife, who is amazing and I love so much I find...
We are all responsible for our actions and my abject failure and weakness in not stopping the abuse is soemthing that no matter how I look at it logically it was within my power to stop or avoid and did neither.
Thank you for the kind words, unfortunately as all this floods from my unconscious to my conscious mind there is a profound sadness and immense guilt because actually I did not stop the abuse and should have, I did not tell my parents who loved me and would have protected me, but I didn't and I...
So if we were sitting around talking about our childhoods I would probably tell you that mine was pretty normal, how crazy is that, as I am just starting to realize that it was far from that. Where to begin, I guess chronologically.
So from the ages of birth until 13 I lived in the same...