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Zoogal, I know how you feel. I cry during. Its hard. I hate that lovey dovey stuff to after. It makes me irriatated. I dont have any advice, just wanted to let you know "me to" and it sucks.

When you all find that magic potion to make cptsd diappear, I want in.

Looks like you have more - than +. If you do decide to embark on this journy, can you take Monday and/or Tuesday off to kinda get grounded and a little back to yourself time? Its a hard decision. I have been family free for a few years, Its a goodthing for me to do. It helps alot.Some people...

Welcome to our club, thank you for such a great post.It brought me encouragement.

Just be careful in who you trust in.From experience people look and act a little different toward you after they know. The time I did I felt like the person/people who knew thought of me as the "crazy lady", which was not a good feeling. I have even had the same reaction for my primary...

Do people with cptsd generally have DID?

When I step out of the box and look at the little 3-4 year old girl I once was, it saddens me. I cant belive that she endure such horrbile ordeals and it makse me angry that any child would be put through so much. But Im still alive and breathing. When you look at yourself as a child it really...

Thanks for sharing. Its hard trying not to use all your spoons in one day and worse if you lose them all on one situation/detail your done for the day.I can totally relate. Sometimes I spend all my spoons up, go to sleep exhasted, but always remember...... tomorrow is a new day.

Get a dog, they never reject you and are always happy to see you. A TRUE friend.

Im glad Im not alone in these "bitch and moan episodes". It must be common under the circimstances.

I think your family just wants to spend time with you. They have no idea on the emotions you go through, no one really does unless they suffer from cptsd/ptsd. Maybe compromise with them and meet before or after Chirstmas for a celebration dinner (with boundaires). You have to do what is right...

No, I have not started a diary. I had a very bad experiece with a diary once.....so no. I did go to a T and she told me I should write a book about my life, even though I just skimmed the surface with her. Makes me wonder if she knew the whole story, would she had suggested to make a movie...

Im sorry you are going to be alone. when I was alone I would make a meal and invite people who had no place to go. But you know I like my alone time I can do my crafts, play games or play and be silly with my little dogs. Do you have a pet? Pets are good to have, a true friend who is always...

I know how it feels Ive been dealing with being invisible to my family many years. Such a sad and lonly feeling. Im having a hard time even getting in the Chirstmas spirt this year. I felt like I was doing really good and out of nowhere a Chirstmas flashback came, since then well....every time I...

You will go through alot of physical and emotional changes. Sometimes I even feel like my brain hurts. Go to your primary doctor if you feel like something is " not right", if it is nothing, it will put your mind at ease and you can move on. Welcome to the club:)