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Sometimes I dunno who I am Right after conversations, I feel like I don't recognize who was speaking, Why was I speaking, Do I know what I'm talking about? Sometimes I try not to speak to anyone Because I don't know who's taking or why I've said the things I've said. All the time these days.

Depression is getting overwhelming. I keep thinking about planning my death. Planning so that I have time to get some things in order. At the same time, I'm at a point that I'm constantly trying not to break down...a point that I feel like with all the stress I'm under, I'm likely to snap and do...

Just an update. I quit therapy a couple months ago, and medication. I'm doing better dealing with things for now. Less reactionary, less symptomatic. But I've changed. More negative but not horribly so..still not doing things I used to love. My personality has changed. Still have voices but it's...

Hi.. I upped my zoloft dose to 100mg a few weeks ago and For a couple of weeks now ive been super sleepy day and night. I haven't even taken any sleep meds for weeks now because im so tired all the time i can sleep no problem its just staying awake and having energy ad motivation that are hard...

So...my person has been spending nights with me, which i like, which mostly goes well..however, ive been off work for several days now and we have spent the last 3 days and nights together and ive been a bit of a mess. .i try to hold it together as much as i can while he and my children are...

I want to apologize if i offended anyone when i said about how ppls stories make me feel. Im just projecting how i feel about myself because I'm not there yet i guess. Im sorry for being callous.

So I had to leave work early Friday because i had some really weird ptsd related anxiety issues that actually caused me to vomit (a first). Saturday i had to call in, and i was told id need a dr note. This morning i got embarrassed about everything and just couldn't bring myself to call or...

My emplyers have a copy of my diagnosis from my psych drs.. I had to take off today and have had to take off before due to ptsd issues.. They want a dr note but it is saturday ... do you guys have to go to the dr everytime you have issues and miss work?

I don't has sympathy for ppl who have this for the reasons i do when they tell their stories. I get angry disgusted annoyed. . I think " weak, crybaby, stfu already" I can sympathize with the symptoms..but not the stories. Don't understand why ppl keep talking about reasons When all i think we...

Last weekend i thought i was going to kill myself. Since relapse in November ive had constant memories and voices in my head. Over the weekend i ended up not being alone as i had planned. Lost my job because i was too embarrassed to face them too.. But all of a sudden a couple nights ago the...

Do any of you feel like your old self? If you do... How long did it take?

Am i suicidal?.. Yesterday after therapy i almost impulsively bought a gun. I never wanted to keep a gun. I dont like them. I wouldn't shoot other ppl. While i was thinking about it, i considered that if i were standing atop a fairly tall building and decided to Jump, the gun would help make...

Im trying to come out of a several month long relapse and it feels so much like ptsd is a personality im trying really hard to stifle with a healthier one. Does it feel like that to you guys? Its like a battle within between myself and the demon and im trying really really hard to be the...

I got a new therapist last week. The more he seemed to want me to talk, the more i realized that talking is going to make it worse, keep things open. I took trazadone that night for the first time and it wasa nightmare, and gave me nightmares. After waking up angry for half the day ..i decided...

I feel so f*cked up, lost and desperate nearly every day im having some sort of little breakdown and trying to keep it from being another big one. Probably every couple of days i reach out to my s/o..i feel bad every time for dragging him into this..i don't talk about why I'm here just how i...