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Thank you guys... Sorry it took a while to get back. I made it through the month and the depression eased up some. I didn't go to the hospital, my therapist dropped me because I didn't show or call (I have a trust issue aanyway). The thing is, I keep having these sometimes random moments of...

Not really...I figured it's depersonalization too. It's weird.

Sometimes I dunno who I am Right after conversations, I feel like I don't recognize who was speaking, Why was I speaking, Do I know what I'm talking about? Sometimes I try not to speak to anyone Because I don't know who's taking or why I've said the things I've said. All the time these days.

Depression is getting overwhelming. I keep thinking about planning my death. Planning so that I have time to get some things in order. At the same time, I'm at a point that I'm constantly trying not to break down...a point that I feel like with all the stress I'm under, I'm likely to snap and do...

Just an update. I quit therapy a couple months ago, and medication. I'm doing better dealing with things for now. Less reactionary, less symptomatic. But I've changed. More negative but not horribly so..still not doing things I used to love. My personality has changed. Still have voices but it's...

No material things. Just this body. Even clothing I've worn just in times where my mind wasn't right f*cks me up.. Everything I could possibly let go from times of trauma, was gone with a quickness.

It did make me a little tired at first before the increase, so id started taking it at night. But after the increase the fatigue is ridiculous.

Hi.. I upped my zoloft dose to 100mg a few weeks ago and For a couple of weeks now ive been super sleepy day and night. I haven't even taken any sleep meds for weeks now because im so tired all the time i can sleep no problem its just staying awake and having energy ad motivation that are hard...

I recently quit my job. Id been having a really hard time and trying to get my meds and everything adjusted. I think i definitely need the time ..but i did put myself in a bind financially. I would suggest taking some time off first if that's possible.

Thank you.. Its reassuring to hear from a supporters side.

Yesssss...i feel like a walking closet full of junk trying to keep closed do much of the time, but like tennis balls n stuff keep rolling out...eeek

Kinda funny not funny...we had just fallen in love then i had a huge relapse after actually thinking that the ptsd was gone after 6 yrs. ..he was the first person i went to when i was spiraling out and he was there for me through hospitalization and everything so far.. Hes unbelievably solid...

I guess i worry that he's going to realize that this stuff affects me pretty much round the clock at times and see that its more than he thought.. And, i dont know... I do know that you're right... I just have such a fear of ppl seeing me on bad days and how they will see me, And ultimately...

So...my person has been spending nights with me, which i like, which mostly goes well..however, ive been off work for several days now and we have spent the last 3 days and nights together and ive been a bit of a mess. .i try to hold it together as much as i can while he and my children are...

I want to apologize if i offended anyone when i said about how ppls stories make me feel. Im just projecting how i feel about myself because I'm not there yet i guess. Im sorry for being callous.

So, I spoke with a manager about what happened. And ive decided to take a couple of weeks to get my meds right (i had been taking half the prescribed dose for a while now). It may be possible i could go back there once my meds are adjusted and im having less episodes. Or, maybe its time for a...

Thank you...i feel like i can't just run to the e.r. every time i freak out though..for one, its a lot of money.. For two, they're just going to tell me to take my meds..i have a therapist and a psych dr. And I'm sure it was just nausea from anxiety stuff because it happened again following...

So I had to leave work early Friday because i had some really weird ptsd related anxiety issues that actually caused me to vomit (a first). Saturday i had to call in, and i was told id need a dr note. This morning i got embarrassed about everything and just couldn't bring myself to call or...

My emplyers have a copy of my diagnosis from my psych drs.. I had to take off today and have had to take off before due to ptsd issues.. They want a dr note but it is saturday ... do you guys have to go to the dr everytime you have issues and miss work?

Youre right.. Ib get where they're coming from too though. Actualyy... I just left therapy for the day and my therapist basically said that i want the help and to get better.. but i dont want to do the work of thinking and talking about the issues and im avoiding too much. But..im getting a bit...

I understand. I was also told that talking about the things take away their power over me... I guess im just not there yet.

I've been highly symptomatic for several months now and somehow manage to hold down full time work ( honestly just because they're superrr understanding)..and take care of the build and teens and have a romantic relationship. That being said, i don't do any of these right now as great as i do in...

I understand thatvtoo. However the first bunch i don't get because i don't think ppl feel sympathy for that type, or for certain types of trauma. This is something im working on personally. . i guess im supposed to eventually not have a negative emotional reaction to certain things. In the...

Pretty sure it isn't hatred of anyone. But yeah, its likely i project some self disgust, ect. Likely too that i dislike being reminded of events in my personal life. I legit don't see the point of stories, still. I do feel for ppl n what their going through, especially the hell of ptsd. Im just...

That makes a lot of sense to me... thank you. I think it every time i see or hear anyone detail certain experiences.