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  1. 419can.dance

    Sexual Assault Questions for my rapist

    Wow. I want to question! f*ck this! You rock! You. You are strong! I have a question!! When little me wanted to see that bump. Why did you say no? Why DIDNT!! Why didn’t you eat f*ckin NO!
  2. 419can.dance

    Rough couple of days.

    This sucks. No other word for it! I am so sorry! I have been in the hospital bed. My uterus ripped out of me. Out of control. Out of my hands. The pain meds helped. Loads of positive vibes!
  3. 419can.dance

    Fantasy

    I am in therapy. It’s a hard process. I think I am starting to trust her. Actually looking forward to making to my appointment tomorrow. But, with the excitement of MAKING it... comes the fear of telling her and losing all that trust. There is a part of me that kinda wants to duck out and...
  4. 419can.dance

    Sexual Assault Questions for my rapist

    Wow. Those questions are so strong! I absolutely look up to you right now! I am trying to think of one question. Just one. But, my hands started sweating and my body went numb. ((Hugs)) you are so strong!
  5. 419can.dance

    I am really struggling

    My heart is hurt for you! I’m so sorry! Hugs!
  6. 419can.dance

    Fantasy

    Thank you! I am glad most days too. Though I wish these fantastic visions and feelings could just come true. Is that silly to say? I have been on the side it will be perfection! Exactly how I dreamt it out! Meh. Just a thought I guess.
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    Fantasy

    Today. There is a pain I cannot find. A lingering in my soul that pulls me so deep. I want to be here tomorrow. I don’t want to be in pain. What pain? Where are you hurting? Please describe this pain on a scale from 1-10 Nope. Can’t do any of that! I am damn crazy! I don’t know why I am...
  8. 419can.dance

    What Have You Accomplished Lately?

    I recently started therapy! And, promised my counselor (and myself) I would reach out. Here I am!
  9. 419can.dance

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    I have not eaten in three days. Coffee with milk Just to keep my meds happy.
  10. 419can.dance

    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    I am great full for the woman on the crisis line I have since. Written a list. Addressed a letter. And fought the thought of self harm!
  11. 419can.dance

    5 Things I'm Thinking Today

    1: my hands are sweating :tdown: 2: the dog is snoring next to me :sleep: 3: I think I am trapped in an abusive relationship 4: I am in a safe place 5: It’s all in your head.
  12. 419can.dance

    Sufferer Hello from the other side - dancer with cptsd

    Thank you! This is really a welcoming community. A little scary in itself. Thank you for your welcoming support! I have a passion for vocalizing! Never called mine singing :whistling:
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    Sufferer Hello from the other side - dancer with cptsd

    Not too sure if I need to tag Adele for credit up there. I am Dancer. I don’t dance. My goal for 2018 is to DANCE! Thank you for having me in your community. I have never been more terrified to be a part of something. I. Dancer, suffer from C-PTSD (that’s the diagnosis) among with a word...
  14. 419can.dance

    Reading Forum Increases Symptoms!

    Thank you!
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