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Vulnerable. Pained.

I had a glass of wine and decided that I need to take a break from my sister to better my emotional and mental health. It will be hard, but my husband is encouraging it. Sometimes you just have to take care of your well being.

That I am so insecure and somewhat needy to a sister who could probably care less. I am the one who does the majority of the daily contact. We just got over a tremendous fight in which she accused me of being delusional and of sharing a secret with others I only shared with her. She swears I...

Supportive hubby and children. :)

@Junebug Well thank you! I would like that! :hug:

@Cashew Good to know! :hug: @Anrish Thank you! I used it today. Very nice to have! :hug:

@Recovery4Me Thank you! I'm glad it made you laugh! My son said, and you say I'm the self absorbed one! lololol Finally something in this world with my name on it that isn't a bill!

@ladee Thank you! When I was a kid, I couldn't find my name on anything! lol Now I have it all over this bottle. Makes me happy! lol

I found out my hearing is normal, perfect as a matter of fact! Especially for a woman of my age. Woo hoo! There is a part of my body that actually works! I'm so excited! lol

@RavenGirl Thank you so much for your care, thoughts, and support. I still feel a little fragile. I'm sure I will feel better after I get some rest. I really appreciate you! :hug:

I am grateful for my husband who has kept a clear head and showed emotional support for me during my couple days of fighting with my sister and son. I had some really dark thoughts at one point, of which I didn't tell him, but his love and support have helped me hang on. He thinks my sister is...

Well my resting heart rate was 96 while anticipating what my sister wrote me, as we have been fighting. Sure enough it was bad. So I fought back. I tried to make up with her, but she continued to fight. Had my pt, got a little aggression out then, but I was wiped. Between fighting with her and...

I got my new water bottle today! It has my name all over it to make up for all those years when I couldn't find it anywhere! lol

@Junebug That's what I like to think. Thank you! :hug:

Despite a massive argument I had with my sister, I had a dream of my mother, grandmother, Aunt, and cousin, who all passed away. We were all enjoying ourselves. Funny my sister was not in the dream. I thought for sure I would have nightmares. No, just a very pleasant, everything is going to be...

Thank you everyone! It went well! Got in a fight with my sister. Trying to keep it together. She fights like my mom and the fight is done when she decides it is. What you have to say doesn't matter, it is kaput. Well I held my own and told her a few things via facebook messaging. That is how it...

Today I have a Cardiology appointment. It is just a follow up, so I am not worried. I'm sure things have not changed in a year. I asked my son to drive with me. This was kind of hard for me to do. However, I do not usually drive far distances after being stuck out in places due to my health. My...

Had breakfast out with my family. Very enjoyable.

I received all my new hair products. Brush, shampoo and conditioner, and hair dryer. I was going to try them all today after my nap, but it is so late in the day. It really isn't worth the energy it would take. But it makes me happy, so I will try them all tomorrow!

@Recovery4Me That's the truth! Thank you very much! :hug:

Tired. I had an echo and a cat scan of my heart today. Hungry and needed a nap afterwards. A little out of it afterwards, but feeling better now. Had a little one on one time with my newly 20 year old son. I enjoyed that.

@Junebug Thank you! It means a lot to me. I wish you were feeling better. :hug:

@Cashew Thank you so much for your support. Having a safe place to go to when you are Chronically ill and ptsd is definitely a blessing.

I'm feeling very blessed today. I met the new neurologist and was quite pleased with him. He actually listened and treated me like I have a brain in my head. Just wonderful!

I am grateful for the awesome new neurologist I now have. He will help treat my dysautonomia and POTS. We mesh. He even remembered my mom and the problems she was having over five years ago. That says something to me. He obviously listens and cares. I am very fortunate, especially after the last...